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Oh Carly. How real and raw and utterly beautiful. I have read both parts of your early birth stories. I see you. I honour you. And I acknowledge all that you have gone through and worked through. Thank you for sharing.

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Thank you Stacey, for receiving and reflecting. Huge times in my life and catalysts to many ways of being now… including being so excited to one day become a mother myself!

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I just want to say now that I am hardly reading on Substack these days because I writing looks like typing on my phone for chunks of 5 minutes at a while in the bathroom, but this stopped me on my tracks. I had to. And I am so glad I did. I am crying with all sorts of feeling gushing in waves inside of me (as I am sure you know), leaning into the concept of elemental babies and reading and re-reading the same sentences in your letter. If I could see you in person right now, I would ask for your permission to share a hug.

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Goosebumps across continents reading your words Julia. Thank you so much for receiving, right now it’s all pouring out of me and I’m letting it flow

I took the biggest break from both reading and writing here - it’s good to be back but also honouring your slowness right now.

A big squeeze back to you xxxx

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This stretched my heart to be a little bigger, sweet sister, thank you for sharing your heart and the story of your little soul ❤️

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Thank you for receiving! It was an incredibly stretchy experience

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Oh Carly. Such a honest and moving story. A huge journey full of depth you have been and are on. Being a student of death in this way is never easy, and your ability to be with it and continually process and learn, inspires me. Babies as elements was a beautiful read, also. Thank you.

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Thank you for seeing me - experiences I will continuously integrate for the rest of my life (probably) as all births do! x

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Nothing I can say would be enough in response to the vulnerability of this letter, so I’ll just say thank you for the honesty and bravery you shared here ♥️

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Thank you Kerani 🤎 it’s been a long time now but the layers of understanding and healing are timeless x

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